Blackjack Male (53) from central London

Its difficult to know how to describe myself as what I might see in myself is possible no one else could see. I like to please, amuse and be liked possible like everyone else. That means doing things for other people rather than just for myself. If they are please then that makes me happy, and surely that is the point.

I am also a very curious person, like to know how things work, why they work and if they go wrong can try to fix them.
Life is a strange thing as it never seems to stop amazing me in so many different ways, and am always learning as that helps make me become a better and more useful person, as well as how to do things better, make life better. So am passionate about things I do, as if it’s worth doing then its worth doing the best I can at all times. If you want the best one has to do the best.

I see myself more as a product of nature, than apart from nature, although when gardening I find that most things in nature in my garden want to eat the things I am growing, so am also at war with nature sometimes, trying to outsmart it, till it finds a way to round what I have done upping the stakes, making me more creative. I am willing to share some of what I grow with things that eat what I am trying to grow, but when they bring all their friends and kill off loads of plants then its all out war, especially with slugs and snails. Freeze or bottle the food I grow to eat during the year till the next crops are due for the same processing.

I used to be a very social person going to parties and out with friends all the times, almost became a second job, till I realised I did not have private life at all, I was always out somewhere having a laugh – so it took time before I realised I did not have private life at all, I just forgot about it as having so much fun, so I was just with people who knew the person I like to be in public. When I got home I was always exhausted so sex never occurred to me – as too knackered to even think such things or think I might me b missing out somewhere it just never occurred to me, so I am possibly a bit thick sometimes over some things.
I also worked hard, as I work for money, and people pay for my time on the slave treadmill going nowhere fast, in various routines, trying to be innovative and creative in the physical world of building and all the practical skills one needs to continuously impress clients to pay up.

After I made a bit of money I decided to get educated, so started a psychology degree and a decade later did another in archaeology as wanted to understand how people got into the state they are in today, what caused it all, and maybe how to work out what is going to happen in the future.

I am a self made person, I created the person I a have become and its was far from simple, so am more than please with the results – but did not expect to grow older, as I never in my mind ever left my childhood, until a few years ago in a relationship I was told I was a man so often, something I had not completely realised, I had in fact grown older, although not sure I have grown up.

Anyway not much of a clue how to describe what I am, but I know what I have done and the intensions I had that drive me to do what I do. As for the result - well surely that is for other to judge, as far to interested in more important things to have to deal with. Its up to others to decide what they want to think of me, as its a full time job thinking for myself.

Basic facts icon About me

I'm 53 years old and come from central London in the United Kingdom. I'm single with no kids. I'm 5' 10" tall and of average build. I don't smoke and I drink occasionally. I'm here for dating, friendship and hobbies and interests.

Detailed facts icon My detailed facts

Hair colour Blonde
Hair style Straight
Eyes Blue
Glasses Yes
Facial hair Full beard
Tattoos None
Piercings None
Attractiveness Plain
Ethnicity White - British
Education University
Job Other
Income Rather not say
Smoking Never smoked
Drinking Completely teetotal
Drugs In my past
Food Vegetarian
Politics Rather not say
Religion Other
Practising No
Children 0
More children Rather not say

Hopes and dreams icon My hopes and dreams

In ten years I see myself Happy as I am thank you very much
Who would I invite to a dinner party? Why would I want to invite dead people - seems a silly question -
My ideal date March 29th 2059.
What would I never, ever give up? Life you DOLT!!
If I had to give a speech on a subject I was passionate about ... Feeding people I do not like to my pigs who can consume someone completely in 20 minutes - so into reincarnation and recycling
If I could visit anywhere in the world at any time in history I am happy to be living now - its the best imaginable - a pivital time in human history - interesting to see where humanity goes.
If I had a million pounds to give to charity A million pound is chicken feed when it comes to being able to do much in the charity world - to suggest such is insulting
My "and finally" section ... I am very fat - short, bald with a sprig of hair coming out of the top on my head, so from the back look like cocoanut - have sticky out tooth the rest rotted, have an inane grin, large ears, and dribble a bit now and then, and splatter when in conversation. I waddle as opposed to walk, eat like a pig, bath once a year if I can remember, as smelling strong keeps the flies away, live in a rat infested hovel, and am seriously anti social – I am on this site to make friends and be loved – I would have personality but never developed it, know sod all about everything as not interested, burn book to keep warm in winter, and my education was in approved schools. I am thief, a con artist, and petty criminal with a record stretching back to infancy when I stuck a knife in the baby sitter, who pissed me off - was locked in the basement for years – so not very good at socialising as only had spiders dn insects as friends for years.

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